I'm standing here

Watcing the clouds float by

Wondering why the pain never deserted me

The sadness, sorrow, bewilderness that never left

(... The moments of joy I never kept)



I'm flying away



Holding hands with myself

Sharing life with myself

Reaping the loneliness I've sown

In these fields I've always grown

Digging the blackness from my mind

I will die all alone