Cold seems crippling

Lame meander through corridors

Aroma's thick with age

Mark off the day

Reflections of my life are fading



Pull me out your body

Don't want it, don't want in

Feeble frail and rotting

Descending

I'm lost in

A structure that's collapsing

Don't want it

Cast into

Maker take the body

Don't want it

It wants me



Past has found it's place

Salvation is no more

Will God accept my peace

Bleached will pardon me

Reflections of my life are fading



Pull me out your body

Don't want it, don't want in

Feeble frail and rotting descending

I'm lost in

A structure that's collapsing

Don't want it

Cast into

Maker take the body

Don't want it

It wants me



I just want to run around

Fly kites

Wrestle

Jump and play

Swim through waves that crash

To shore

Memories in me

Cocooned in misery



I'm sick... And tired...

Of embracing reflections of past time

Receive me or cast me away

God please take me away



Resistance... Futile...

Suicidal ideas

I will crucify my own being

Satisfy selfish needs, fuck the deities

Justify my own right to what's waiting for me



On the other side of me

The time has come

Lock and load

I'm coming

I'm coming

I'm coming

I'm coming home



Pull me out of the body

Don't want it, don't want in

Pull me out of the body

Don't want it, don't want in



Pull me out your body

Don't want it, don't want in

Feeble frail and rotting

Descending

I'm lost in

A structure that's collapsing

Descending

Don't want it

Maker take the body

Don't want it, don't want in

Pull me out your body

Don't want it, don't want in

Feeble frail and rotting

Descending

I'm lost in

A structure that's collapsing

Descending

Don't want it

Maker take the body

Don't want it

It wants me



I just want to run around

Fly kites

Wrestle

Jump and play

Swim through waves that crash

To shore

Memories in me

Cocooned in misery



The darkness overcomes

Soul soars to the other plain

Existence past

The door

I sail

Through purgatory's bay



I asked a god for poison cradle me

Sown to my dreams

Souls searching

Death blossoms where clouds lie over me

Held in God's hands

Death blooming...



Dark for fear of failure

An inner gloom as wide as an eye and fermenting

Roiling hate...

Death gripped my veins

Unveiling rancid petals

Flowering forth foul nectar

The space between a blink and a tear...

Death blooms